Kamis, 15 Mei 2025

I forgot this blog as usual

Hi it's been.. awhile!

im still thinking this is just the beginning of the year so im gonna write it just later, turns out.. it's almost half of it. damn time flies do so fast (and my procrastination follows). even when i weren't doing anything much in this past few months. 

have i told the newest news before?? i forgot most but I'll just do a quick story telling here. aahhh! i even forgot to tell the story of me and emma going to bali in february this year.. omg so many catch up okay let's go.

january hmm i don't think much happened, just casual hangouts and sleepover at ruko, me preparing documents for work because YES i do passed the 6stages of tes cpns of my ministry, ranked 4th of 36 that got in and about to be a government worker.. did i tell you before it's a nanonano feelings for me? im still grateful for it but there's something in me that needed to die for it at the same time, my freedom and adventurous will. they're being traded for money. yes since i needed that also for now. i hope it does what best for me and will lead me to a better environment, i hope I'll be sent to overseas often so that i can work and travel at the same time.

february still doing some documents and by the end of the month me and emma spontaneously going to bali for 10 days. the purpose is to seek getaway, for me before the storm begins and my free life will change 180'. I'll be hard to plans vacation on weekday, im gonna travel in the holidays which is a peak season:'( 
anyway our bali trip was fun and chill. we stay in nusadua for 5 days, sanur 4days, and last in kuta for one night. oh when in sanur we happened to stay near icon mall which is new in town and they have xxi with imax which is the only one in island and coincidentally also interstellar is being played for its decade anniversary and it's only being played on imax!! omg we were so happy and excited, it was February 26th i still remember and the ticket was 40k/person (dang still cheaper than weekday ticket in banjar). it's our first imax experience as well so we giggled so much of happiness. all of our hotels were just ughh so nice worth the money for 200k an/night. we spend +- 5mil/person for 10days. very murah right. included the flights already!!

march is ramadan month, begin exactly after we went back home from bali. i mostly just stay at home this month. bukber can be counted by fingers which was.. 2?3? bukber at ruko with sejarah and at william's with the gurls. haniel visited banjar and we went around town with two friends of his also, they liked kelotok tour at twilight and pentol culinary lol.

april it's hari raya idul fitri 1446h, we celebrated it at home, mom cooked nasi kuning and did a little selamatan since she is about to umroh 5days later with tante mufi and tante wati for 12days. we celebrated dg's birthday also on the 13th at ruko, bought cake, and pillows with f1 theme, us flag with chaewon face that she liked. 

may, which is this month, hmm i forgot. just mostly at home (we're very strict on spending now, in this economy is the hashtag). a few hangouts with tezar in erni's house since he already back from europe and everest tour. went to the mall looking for work outfit with tezar(turns out he bought more), and i bought a black short shirt for my brother's birthday since i rarely give him something. OOHH before, i went alone to watch thunderbolts* that i have been waiting and excited for. not a disappointment. i liked it so much, my heart was racing of excitement while and after watching. i missed mcu and the characters so much it felt like a heartfelt reunion (and the movie touched me as well). it's like they're all my life and my life is worth living again. 
just last sunday we had two family vacation to batakan baru beach, and it was hanan first beach trip. we arrived at 11 and the sky shining so blue as the water below reflects to it. quite pretty with the not so dark brown sands that lays there. next few days it's just me and tezar coffeeshop hoping since he's looking for a perfect sip for his taste on kopi susu in town.

i think that's all pretty much already summed up my first 4months in 2025. next month probably i will start working. omg imagine, working for the rest of your life... just thinking of it making my head sick. but that's life maybe yes, just trying to live and love it. just like usual, hope everything goes well and goodluck!!

ehh wait i forget to update about the love life! since i have none in mind currently i didn't think of writing ones. hmm yes it's none for now. the latest that i talked about, i crossed him from the list i think we would never make it, and it will never be me anyway. we stay good friends. so yeah that's it, my heart mood just okay and stable, not having anyone in mind means less worry and anxious, less stress. currently just being happy with my hobbies (obsession to watch movies and series). oh, putih the cat is having flu rn so im currently taking care of him. he's still fluffy and cool but the flu seems not going away im worry. hitam is having flu either but seems skinnier and worst in condition. always pray for you guys to recover and get healthier everyday.. so ciao all

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