as usual

hhahahah 

it suckssssss

turns out i really got annoyed by this.

being the one who wasn't being chose is sucks

maybe not only because of that 

also how he still stay in contact with me meanwhile already with someone else new and i still stick around him because i know none damn thing 

such a stupid thing to do

he said he liked you but chose not to.

choosing the fun of the friendship over you

will there anymore fun left?????

it's just the fact that i thought we could be something but on the other side he already made up his own choice and not telling me and here after knowing it all 

i feel like a fool, as usual 

this past few days i feel quite anger, frustration, sadness, disappointment, and just stupid

how could i let it made me like this

i should control my emotion, how i react to this

I've tried to, but still has this sick emotion feel deep inside me

maybe it takes time, as usual 

it's just me, being another naive 

i should've stop when i could

but i always curious to see how things work in the end

it's not your fault too this time

see from the bigger picture, 

you are just a girl who loves, and hoping them to return it back to you 

it's okay you'll be okay

as usual