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so today
i barely move my finger to open it
51 chats
that's the most so far
the most for not so lovely chat
though i know what was all about

i just don't know
why it came into like this
seeing those photo and chat of us
couldn't even hold the tears
why it came into like this
if it was because of me
what could i say anymore ?
sorry ?
which has been said hundreds?
which you just always brag it when things got rough ?
wish i could just turn back time
to the good old days
i'd fix what went wrong

but wish it's not a prayer isn't it
it just a wondering
of something
that couldn't happen

and still
after all this battle
i don't know
who's winning
who's losing
all i know

i kept coming back to you.