Hellooo, banyak juga bagian keskipnya setelah aku ulangtahun kemarin yahh.. tapi bagian filler ini adalah salah satu bagian yang paling membahagiakan di 2024 kok meskipun ada (lagi) sedih2nya dikitt hahah.
Hmmhh mau ngomong apa yah tentang tahun ini. Another tahun kegagalan (gagal aupair) tapi sepertinya awal mula perjalanan panjang di mulai (sepertinya aku lulus cpns kemenkumham). Tahun yang ada banget sedihnyaa, tapi banyak juga canda dan bahagianya. Roda kehidupan berputar; the good news is it won't last forever and the bad news is it won't last forever.
September was the month I started working with the agency i recently joined to. I was handling the KOL for Erigo opening store and it went well, meeting a few new and cool people, such a first experience. Day by day, to one event and another, being the assistant photographer for my friend to being the sudden model itself, it were all fun to enjoyed. Until there was something off inside the egg, we called it quit by the end of October.
At that time we already had a few hangouts with some new friends(for me), they were; Aldo, Rakha, Hikmah, Agung, and Febii. Some of them weren't really new, I knew them already but this time we are all being friends now. We are all from such vary backgrounds but my theory how we can come up together (besides Dg unites us) is that we were all got our heart broken in mostly the same period of time hahah.
It all began with hanging out at Baswara, then playing cards anywhere, billiard every night, at last ruko. Every weekend we usually going somewhere out together wether it's near or far, cafe hopping, or anything we can do. Watching movies or playing puzzle games at ruko, everything just fun with them, full of laughter. It's as the pain we felt was temporary gone for awhile. It was such a blessing being with them in this year.
For me personally, what made me even happier is that he was there too. Someone I was adoring and admired. At some point, I feel like we were quite closed to eachother but i don't know im afraid of one sided love, what if i was the one who felt that?. Also, it seems hard to have someone to crush on in a group of friends like that, it might destroyed the friendship when something doesn't end well. As what he said to me earlier, after finally being closed to each other for quite months and he said he already being with someone else now and he used to liked me too but he was afraid it would end our group of friends because that was happened with his latest relationship. I was, "oouuchhh" damn it was quite made my little heart broke a little bit hahah. I got silence after and decided to not make a fuss about it and go on with this friendship and my life. Well, even though I thought we could ended up together. Turns out it was all just in my head.
So that's pretty a summary of what had been happened in this last few months of 2024 :D now im sitting on my favourite blue couch with putih sleeping in front of me, in a cold night after the rain on December before the Christmas. I don't know whether I will be writing for the end of the year but I hope we will end this year good and start another with another good things!
