Hello there my future self, here i am your 21 self.
Been failed on relationship twice(this past years), still working on my skripsi, and my life.
Dad is sick, im at hospital now, been here for a week already with mom, lung cancer 4th stage they said.. cause it's already affect the other organs and we're about doing chemo for next few weeks perhaps, because operation won't be a wise choice..
I hope he can stand the treatment bcs many said chemo on his age like this just gonna make him suffer..
we don't know, we just try our best and let's Allah decides.
Don't cry,
i know
we just can't hold the tears that streaming down our face
