:)

He said that i didn't value him more.
He said that my society was just too "free"
He said what he did (that he shouldn't do) was all because of me
He said that I didn't love him back then
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He just don't understand
that I valued him much I didnt really response to the boys yg mau sok2 kenalan or so whatever unless my close friends and those needed for businesses.
I have bunch of friends from elementary to senior high which of course he didn't know but still jealous of. I mean, they can't be all women whom i chose to be my friends, guys too. I know them, it just you that don't respect my society because from what I see back then your friends wasn't this much of course and all boys.
And now you try making friends by chatting 'girls' that you don't even know, try to call, is that how people make friends ? really ? you're a guy. When a guy started to make a conversation, you know what is mean. And then you said that it was all be cause of me that make you did that? I wouldn't do that if I were you. Cause I know that would make a permanent ill in someone heart. But I know, you just don't understand. You didn't think that far.

You said back then when you love me I didn't love you ?
really ?
then maybe you don't understand the way I showed my love for someone. And why would I bother staying for this long and forgiving what you did to this relationship?
or maybe you can check my previous writing. It was written on May 2016 . A hell damn year ago. :)
Think of it.