Sabtu, 08 November 2025

The Seed I Refused to Grow

didn't even realized it was there all along
it stumbled upon me as my knees were on the ground 
did I fell? did I just crouched?

it's something I least expected to find
I didn't pick it up at first
even until now
I just watch it happen

good things started to happen around it
but yin always come with yan

it's hard to avoid 
the wind that blows
the rain that falls
the sun that shines
when it lives under them all

I don't even like it
I don't even want it
I don't think I need it, anyway 

everytime it hatched a sprout 
I buried it
with dirt around

I know it was there
I don't want it to grow
I shall not let it grow 

I'll keep it buried