Hehe so January went quiteee well(?) I mean, I was happy enough, but sad enough as well, yea balance. What made me quiteee happy; 1. I met someone in December and got along very well until mid January, he lightened my black and white days. 2. I hung out a lot with my fellow junior high friends, went eating good food, was singing along in the car, was chillin up in Dg's ruko which so comfy to settled, literally almost every days which is quite sanctuary for me.
Talking about this one guy, he's few years older than me. I didn't planning to develop feelings for him but somehow I did. Things went just good, but not after he was really caught up with his new job. He got so overwhelmed and couldn't do this no more. So in February we decided just to called it off. Right after I texted him how glad I was that I met him😂.
Funny story is, he already sent me a message at January 2023 but I just found the message at December 2023 hahah. I wish we met earlier? no?
