Okay, so my emotionally post last January is not valid on this one lol:p
Hm where do i have to started... He just came in to my life, tried to knock the frozen door, dare his self to crawl in to a dark-empty house which has been abandoned for long time, then somehow he turned on the light and make the home warm inside as he stayed. I let you to stay, Mr. Uninvited-guest.
Cause when im with you, i feel loved. I feel something that i never had before with anybody else. You melt down the ice, you burn out the hopeless ashes, you pumped up my spirit to do things, even not all the time we feel the happy feelings, we got into the silence mode, we did a lot of misunderstanding, but you have gave a meaning to this life, and im so thankful for that.
I don't know what the future will hold because it's out of my might, but my desire to be with you until the end is so strong, i choose you, and i wanna be with you till then. I don't wanna force things to happen also, I just hope that Allah will united us, and for the problems to be easily solved. Amin.
