You should know that

You know what? I hate commitments. I hate something that attached. Yes and you should know that every time I get closed to somebody, it will end up as just a  friend or not at all.
The problem is that I pushed them away. Sometimes because they turned out to be someone that I don't expected, or it's just me having the feeling that I'm not good enough for anybody.
I'm anxious, have no idea about what I really wanted, easily changed my mind, and not sure if something is really good for me or not. Maybe at one time I like you but the next time I don't and then it turned out that I like you again and want you in my life but then I feel just no.
I admit that it still kinda hard for me to accept other's flaws while I myself still dealing with mine. Yes we all imperfect I know. I'm still working on with this feeling.
Don't do everything in a hurry when it comes to say that you love  me or asking whether I want to be yours or not because I will not sure about everything. Maybe I like you at that time but my head is so complicated I can't even explain it myself. I'm sorry if I hurt anybody. You can't expect me to not to changed. Because my feelings are like season, they changed when it's about the time to.