Hello October

          Now here I am in my something called 2nd home. Think it's been a month and few days i spent  day and night here since my last birthday or more remembered as hari pertama p2b. Or you just can called it ospek. Yes exactly my 18th birthday was on hari pertama ospek. A good day to start your 18 huh? but nevermind nothing special, unless he is. Blah wakkakaka. BTW I'm in my room now on saturday night cooking for dinner while typing this. 3 of my housemate went back to hometown for weekend, 1 going out rn, and last one playing hacep music like what she just asked me to find one just then. Nothing much to do right now, too tired to do the group project(s) by myself, have no one to accompany this night, chat..... biasa aja sih orang2 pada sibuk.
          So jadi begini nih college life. Pretty much tempting yet enjoyable(for now). I mean, it doesn't force you to wake up early in the morning every damn day. Plus i got one more free day(sat) which i didn't get when in school. Buutttt way more tiring dude. You have class in the morning and you gotta come again if you have afternoon class. But it's up to you laah mau pulang apa enggak, kalo gw mah gondang di kampus. Beneran. Temen ada sih, tapi belum begitu ngeh. You know, adaptation zone. Semoga dapet yang pada nyambung asik lah. Soalnya tuh di prodi or even fakultas, temen2 sma atau yg gw kenal minim af. Yang dari smasa 4 doang bos, satu udah lepas jadi sisa betiga sama i and the rest itu semua anon. Dah ah capay, bhay.

well

so much happening, i mean really. now it's middle of august or you can say this is the independence day and at the end of the month and for the next next months i'll be having my college life. damn, college life. but before i gotta one more thing to be knocked out, yea stan.but somehow me myself got knocked down by well you can just say croc. yea he's, he...... is such a hell pain in the ass person darn it. you know, typical kind of guys who come and left and do whatever he wants type. been so gado-gado these past few days but know Allah plans are better so let see where this ends. im being too screwed to put a proper writing such spacing or big letter in the middle of a sentence cause im just that screwed. everything is just so malesin when things like this happen. yea, up and down in life. enjoy.

It's Sunday Actually

            Okaayyy so it's been days, or even weeks since UN, SBMPTN, dan tes segala macemnya. Pengukuhan sama perpisahan juga, Lega? hmm gak juga sih. You know, there are still much stuffs ahead. And ini udah memasuki bulan puasa which is in the end of June, which means mendekati Juli, which means.... bentar lagi Agustus. Awal semesteran vroh. Katanya.
             Jadi ini gue ada di phase dimana sedang ada yang dijalani. Ea. Kaya kita aja mas dijalanin dulu aja hehhe. Intinya, besok ada tes kesehatan buat sesuatu. Ya w males bilang tes buat apaan cause hellyeah im so introvert as fuq even in my goddamn-nobody-will-ever-read blog. So yeah, what the hell. Send me your prayer, anyone in the future who'll read this in the present.

KODALINE - One Day

 One day it's here and then it's gone
How are you still holding on?
How are you still holding on?
 
You've felt this way for far too long
Waiting for a change to come
You know you're not the only one
 
And life passes you by
Don't be wasting your time
On your own
 
You always try to see yourself
Through the eyes of someone else
Through the eyes of someone else
 
Too shy to say that you need help
You and everybody else
You and everybody else
 
Yeah life passes you by
Don't be wasting your time
All alone
 
As your heart gets bigger
And you try to figure out
What's it all about

And your skin gets thicker
As you try to figure out
What's it all about

-somehow similar to me-

Nganggur

Akhirnyaaaaa... survival zone telah terlewati(baca:UN). Sekarang gue lagi ngelongo ga jelas, melarikan diri dari buku-buku usm stan stis stus stun stut segala macem. Henpon sepi chat cuman di read doang kaya koran. Kalo emang bukan priority dan siapa-siapa mah emang gitu. Pasrah doang.
Kids, selayaknya chat, cinta juga tak mesti berbalas. Eaeaea gaya2 Ted banget udah hahaha.

Oh iya guys fyi aja kemarin kapan ya oh Rabu barusan pulang dari liburan singkat ke Loksado ehhehehhh. Btw itu my 3rd time ke sana. Ga bosan-bosannya sih emang, hawa nya masih sejuk, lumayan buat escape time, ditambah spending your quality time with beloved friends beuhhh mancep. Yang asiknya selalu gue lakuin itu sih bamboo rafting. Wah itu bener-bener deh. The money you spent is worth it! Tapi semoga aja buat beberapa tahun mendatang alamnya masih tetap terjaga dan juga indah. Soalnya baru aja tahun lalu ke sana, udah lumayan banyak yang berubah(-). Harapannya kita semua sadar akan menjaga kelestarian alam sekitar ya even from the smallest thing like to not littering seenak jidat. Malu sama alam, malu sama diri sendiri, malu sama Tuhan. Seengaknya kita bisa ngelakuin itu mulai dari diri sendiri dulu udah. Sering kesel juga ngeliat orang depan gue kalo jalan eh abis minum tiba-tiba lempar selokan. Pengen ngambil itu botol terus ngasih ke dia lagi biar malu tapi sayangnya nyali gue kaya buah langsat. Paling yah sengaja gue lewatin terus memberikan dengan ikhlasnya tatapan sinis mata disipit-sipitin kaya di film-film dan menatap matanya dengan tajam dan dalam. A6.

Heh btw libur gondang gini memberikan dampak negatif bagi kuota internet hp gue. Biasanya 1gb bisa dipake yaah +- seminggu, sekarang belom 5hari udah huft. Gue ngerasa loss banget. Gini deh kalo hemat freak. Ngerasa bersalah banget kalo make berlebih.

Semangkaaaaa!!

Jadi ceritanya gini, besoknya besok(baca:lusa) itu udah ujian. Iya, ujian nasional yang konon hanya sekedar mitos. Terus aing pengen aja gitu kesini ngapain kek. Udah kok tadi ngecoba belajar-belajar dikit tapi kayaknya saraf sensorik di tangan gue udah settingannya jadi ngantuk aja kalo nyentuh apapun jenis buku mipa. Ahhaha banyak bacotnya bilang malez aja panjang gitu. Yaudah niiihhhh w pen cerita-cerita personal dikit.

• Ehm, saya mah tipe cewe(kalo bener cewe) yang prefer the guy who's rather put on his cap again to teased me after i said it was ugly than ones who throw it away to make me feel better(emang ada?hahaha)
• Paling males kalo dipuji berlebih bhhahaha (ini juga kalo ada). Ya emang sih muji sih muji fine ajaa tapi don't get too exaggerated gitu juga kelez kan keciuman tai bantengnya ha ha
• kalo jalan kemana yang orangnya banyak kadang ngeliatin satu-satu terus wondering stuffs about them kayak; oh ininih kayaknya suka omdo, ni bapaknya kerja apaan coba, ko bisa sih si dia mau aja sama tuh orang, oh ini orang udah pernah nih, kalo diitung2 clothes ni orang from head to toe bisa jajanin gue sebulan kali. Ahhaha banyak negatifnya sih tapi yagitu
• pengalaman sih paling males kalo dibilangin, sekalinya kejadian eh... aim soriiii. Jadi makin kesini udah mulai listening to understanding dehh
• kalo urutan suka sebuah lagu tuh biasanya dari : melody>lirik>siapa singernya *tidak berlaku untuk lagu kesukaan doi*
• betein aja jadi the one who left behind
• kadang tiba-tiba jadi absent-minded ngelongo ndiri
• ini aja gue lupa mau nulis apaan sihhh sebenernyaaa

Hhaha ya dikit aja deh bagi-baginya saya mah orangnya pelit kalo masalah personal income stuffs. Eeeehhh btw naruto the movie yang last udah release di indo yeaayyyy. But dem, banjar is not indo keles. Disini mah gak ada blitzmegaplexaaannn syeddiihhh bhhahaha gadeng biasa aja ntar juga dapet dari temen. Pasangan yang saya shipped berat tuh ya ino x sai lah gimana gak swag gitu boo. Kan, mulai gajenya.
Yaudah gitu ajadeh cukuptau aja buat kamu kamu semua sekalian. Iya, kamu.




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2015

First post on 2015? well it's been awhile, gak kerasa udah 3tahunan kayaknya ini blog. Senior year, the busy year, not that busy tho. Just confused about everything. Where will I go, what will I be, what should I do. And started to think that your life wasn't really begin, this is the beginning of the ending. Leaving the school stuffs behind, the sumpek uniform, jam kosong hura2, kalo ada tugas ya nyante aja, temen-temen yang wtf bgt but me fond yall so much. Masanya pada masih gila-gilaan ntar nanti jadi 'orang' pasti ada lah yang pada beda. Itu deh, w mo makan dulu.